Lost a friend, and had more bullshit.

Well...It happend...i think yesterday, my sis messaged me saying Thu was picking on her, so ya...being a brother to her i just whent to thu telling her to just plainly stop it.
And she was REALLY...being rude.
Meh, I dont know what happend, but what the hell, what kind of stick has been up peoples asses recently? gah i don think anyone knows.
well...also today...found out my sis really needs alot of comfort.
BECAUSE 1...Tis An's birthday...2...where both in alot of shit...and 3...WHAT THE HELL IS WITH PEOPLE RECENTLY!!
And today..we found out if we dont move out in 2 months...we WILL....be fourced...so moms been really "Snappy'' at me....
THEN! I find out that one of my really REALLY close online friends is a GIRL!
So yeah...am really hurt..
THEN!...I get messages from my sis Danita saying that An told Thu all this Crap...and now Thu removed me from her friends list and blocked and deleted Danita..
Thats not cool *shakes head*
Yeah...I REALLY dont know what the fuck is going on in these little fights.
But really..An needs to stop....Whenever people put that Monkey in a sentence...it usually has something mean with it -.- gah..
I bet if we ever see eachother he'd punch me square in the face for telling him to go Fuck himself.

But...WHATEVER!
I AM SICK AND TIGHRED! OF ALL THIS BULLSHIT!
I SWEAR TO GOD! IF SOMEONE DECIDES TO FIGHT! AND MAKE ME HAVE TO BE!

*Stands in middle* Woah...woaaahh...you two calm dowwnn now..

ILL TELL THEM TO SCREW THEMSELVES!! AAHHH!!

Okay..before i get totally pissed..
Logging out

Ahh i give up..

Well..I give up, i messaged misa yesterday..Here let me copy and paste it.

From: Kohii t To: madteapart4uDate: 02/24/08 11:18 PM
Subject: hey oniichan.. You can not reply to items in your sent folder
Well...Hello....Yeah, i actually saw the old you today well we were playing DDR...I think this is goodbye...seems you hate me anyway..why do i bother coming over? Oh well...yeah i take things too seriously..and yeah i am a fucking cry baby...but hell..i really try to get to talk to you...what? You think im something that i sure as hell know im not?...well...i tryed....this frendship is over...i give up...I know you hate it when i come over..just by the way you are....well...goodluck....and goodbye...Tell giza i said sorry and i hope she gets better....sayonara...ive been hurt too much...

Yeah thats what i wrote to her.
well, me and Misa are not friends anymore, and im just going to ignore her..
It really hurts...

Well other then that, i noticed that me and Danita have been walking in the same shoes...as usuall o_o;
Shese kind of having the same issue with her friend ahh...
well..i hope everything does get better with both of us. o_o
ahh..all i did today was sleep, and do absolutely nothing of the sort, but sew..and draw, i really need to draw alot more.
cause sence i got sick..i really cant do much of anything but sleep..
So i really dont look to great...Im always out of breath, and i cant even go to the Gym with the guys anymore..cause im afraid if im going to passout. yeah..
well..i need to eat so..
Logging out again.

*sigh* i just noticed something

Yeah, i just noticed how i am always talking about misa in these blog posts..but am actually really worried about her...well..shese the only real friend i have ever had...the longest...in 2 months it would be our 3rd best friend anivasarry...
but i really dono if it'll last any longer then now...
well...We used to talk to eachother..sleep over eachothers houses..and we used to talk online all the time...hangout in school..and just plainly have fun...
but now....ever sence Teddy wanted to go out with me...and i even told her i didnt..cause she was a close friend..it seems sence she got misa against me..and into this whole fight...like an arguement..
misa's not the same anymore...I call..she dosent answer...or if she does...mostly all she says is.."oh....yeah...or...no" thats it...
we never see eachother in school..i wave at her and she just ignores me...
i whent over and visit..and its always giza being herself..well misa is just being grumpy...and angry...or just so blank..i just leave im so hurt...
whenever im over SHE IS ON HER SCREENAME! Because shese always messaging people on her sisters laptop..but shese Ohh never logged in on mine...i feel like she hates me...
Well..i whent over and visited today..i actually saw the old misa i miss....
shese only like that when im gone i bet...
or when shese with Teddy...
Im replaced...
I have been Weighed...i have been measured....and i have been found guilty...for something i never have done...
well..ill give...one more week...
If its still the same..
cause i really try everything...I know im not the richest..or funnyest..or big ball of ADHD sunshine..
yeah..i kinda take things too seriously...and yeah...i can be a party pooper sometimes..and i dont mean too...
I think ill just come over to see Giza now...
cause i know about...yeah..i dono...
im hurt...
really...
lost another friend...
okay, am going to just go now and do something...*sigh*
Sighning out.

first Blog post ( and feeling special lol)

Well, i just joined this blooger today, because my sister Danita, really got me facinated into wanting to create a blog myself.
Well hello thier then -waves-
Where actually getting hit with a huge snowstorm, ah..all the time now, its really getting rediculous, when they said "Im dreaming of a white christmas" ITS ALMOST EASTER AND WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!?
Really...this is kinda getting horrible.
Oh yes, whent to visit misa's house the other day, Yes i was wearing a flouresent pink fuzzy kitty hat, so i can make one for her, Tripped and fell, infront of a whole groupe of people, Yes I hate being called a girl, and it really annoys me.
And all of a sudden i hear "HAHAHA DUDE THAT CHICK JUST FELL! AHAHAHA!"
I swear, i just wanted to get up and kick all thier wannabe gangster asses right thier...but, ahh..its allright, i just whent in and showed misa the hat.
Recently..I've actually been verry worried about her..She really dosent seem to be herself recently..Everytime i come, its always Giza whos the sunball of joy..
after the Teddy incident where me and misa got into a fight, a couple days before i had the breakdown and ended up in the hospital, She really hasent been the same.
Yeah, I was shocked about Giza, she works in a cullinary buisness as a pastery chef for a verry nice place in boston, i absolutely love it, She got her fingers caught in a food processor >.< Owch.
So i've been coming over to misa's to see if thier allright all the time, and when Mum (I call misa's mom my mom too) was sick, i actualy stayed up allnight and cleaned the house for them.
But hell..its allright..
Yeah, am really a huge crybaby..And i like dramas and most of my friends are girls lol.
But, i really..if i had the choice, I dont know why i take my life for granted.
Am always getting yelled at for stupid things, but when i really look at it, its kinda funny.
yes..i never finish stories, or sentences, Giza says i have ADD Or something hahaha.
Well thank you for reading todays blog ^^ And i hope you dont think i totally suck hahaha.