Sunday, February 24, 2008

*sigh* i just noticed something

Yeah, i just noticed how i am always talking about misa in these blog posts..but am actually really worried about her...well..shese the only real friend i have ever had...the longest...in 2 months it would be our 3rd best friend anivasarry...
but i really dono if it'll last any longer then now...
well...We used to talk to eachother..sleep over eachothers houses..and we used to talk online all the time...hangout in school..and just plainly have fun...
but now....ever sence Teddy wanted to go out with me...and i even told her i didnt..cause she was a close friend..it seems sence she got misa against me..and into this whole fight...like an arguement..
misa's not the same anymore...I call..she dosent answer...or if she does...mostly all she says is.."oh....yeah...or...no" thats it...
we never see eachother in school..i wave at her and she just ignores me...
i whent over and visit..and its always giza being herself..well misa is just being grumpy...and angry...or just so blank..i just leave im so hurt...
whenever im over SHE IS ON HER SCREENAME! Because shese always messaging people on her sisters laptop..but shese Ohh never logged in on mine...i feel like she hates me...
Well..i whent over and visited today..i actually saw the old misa i miss....
shese only like that when im gone i bet...
or when shese with Teddy...
Im replaced...
I have been Weighed...i have been measured....and i have been found guilty...for something i never have done...
well..ill give...one more week...
If its still the same..
cause i really try everything...I know im not the richest..or funnyest..or big ball of ADHD sunshine..
yeah..i kinda take things too seriously...and yeah...i can be a party pooper sometimes..and i dont mean too...
I think ill just come over to see Giza now...
cause i know about...yeah..i dono...
im hurt...
really...
lost another friend...
okay, am going to just go now and do something...*sigh*
Sighning out.

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